Love That's Gone Away

Your amazing in many different ways

Just to show you i'd spend all my days

When u smile my world stops around you

Just to let you know you are one in few

My heart is mealting Knees weak

Shaking

Palms sweating

Heart racing

Breath panting

Why cant we start over again

Ill wait for u

Better yet ill hold you

Dont tell me I played my cards wrong

Waited too long

Every word I know

In my head telling me to go

Every song reminds me

This isnt how I wanted things to be

What happend to us?

Things were going fine not rushed

Then you changed

Up and lefted

I guess it was just me who felt this way

Unseen

my eyes are wicked

they do not see light

my say is wrong

it hears only cries

my heart is cold

in my chest there's no soul

in my chest there is only a hole

i walk in vain

for there can be none that are insane

 

they say there is hope

that the strong will rise

but in me i see none with a prize

so then what is the prize for the hope of man kind?

what then is the eyes of the blind?

~ ThIs GuY ~

 

 

 

 

There's no use wasting my time on a single gasp,

 

When the smile that i mezmorize may not like me back

 

Its so hard when i stop and think,

 

How this could end in a single blink

 

When i go back to a memory,

 

Tell me why it lasts centuries

 

All that's left is to hope

 

That i won't end up a joke

 

For a fool's love is gold

 

Its things like this i was told

 

Not to fold on the sight of weakness

 

But to hold till you reach the deepest.

 

 

-hopelessly in love

I PROMISE

 

 

 

I heard this great line that started "on this day"

 

The Great Promise

 

I promise

 

To love you all yours days

 

To be your lifelong partner, cherish

 

all the vows we made

 

To be your shelter in a storm,

 

the wind beneath your wings

 

To be the one who understands

 

and shares all life may bring

 

To spend my days by your side,

 

walking hand in hand with you

 

To share the beauty of the world,

 

sunny days and skies of blue

 

as we begin our beautiful journey together

 

 

 

I promise from the start

 

To carry all your love with me

forever in my heart.

Judith Bulock

October Moon

The moon shines

As the night crawls in..

The moon is up

Showing its grin

You try your luck

As you seek a thrill

The moon stands still

As you go up that hill

LOVE IS . . .

Why do people believe that they must hit the bottom in order to get up

Isnt the bottom the part of no hope?

Why do people put themselves out there just to get hurt?

The worst part though is not putting yourself out there..

Isnt it? because then you'll know for sure rather than think what if..

Love is strong

Love is blind

But who must you love when all seek revenge?

Who can you trust when they all want your head?

Love is kind

Love is trust

But who must you love when all is unfair?

Who can you love when all mislead you?

Love is forgiving

Love sees no weakness

But who must you love when all dont forget?

When all see you as weak?

I toss and turn

As things bottle my mind

When all answers I cannot find

When I see hate

When I see dead

Where is the beauty in that?

Must I see love in the flaws of murder?

Must I see love in the pools of dead?

Must I see the love in the ones who cause greif and pain?

Love is confusing

But love is also swoothing

I will slave for love.

War

Finding a world worth dying for...

How would you find a world when its at war?

Bodies washing up at shore

Unsure

If that world is here

But i see..... its near

But still not clear

I cheer for better days

A time with no waits

And the future wouldnt be such a haze

A world to be amazed

With many ways

Where the sun give its rays

Its blaze

That on us is a glaze

Im at a daze

Thinking about that day

What i would say

What i would pay

For it to be a better day

But i've gone a stray

To see this day

Of hate

And pain

Only sorrow

To look for in the day of tomorrow

The Musician

 

 

The music is set to inspire

Something to desire

Require

The colors of the wind unwinds and unfolds around it

Every music fits

Something that commits

 To every emotion

Devotion

It flows to give a hand

It starts to hear a plan

Cultivating

Steady every beat flows

Ready every moment grows

Different notes highs and lows

Nervous but ready before a show

The stage bestowed among the young writer

The young fighter

The musician she starts off slow

The light around her is somehow brighter,

Shines around her like a perfect glow

She starts off with that one note

That one she wrote.

Mood Swings

It overtakes me

This mood

This glow

This silent flow

This rage

This pain

This sign of hope

Wondering about life

and the power of youth

Wondering about strife

and the power of truth

This sigh

This guy

This wondering eye

This lie

This high

Is wearing off

Its me

Its you

Its having no clue

Its what you do

Its what you knew

Its how you grew on me and you

See right through me

We

Shine

Define what love is.

Non-Believer

All this talk of love

In the essence is dead

Love is a feeling

A visual fact

Something you can see

And something you can touch

Something real

But I

Seal my eyes

So I wont retrack

Looking around I see Lies

See unclear

My vision is uncertain

I

Deal with the greater good

I feel misunderstood

I

Appeal to the men of war

Appleal to the notion

Men of devotion

Torn by hate and vain

Things they kneal to

Things to gain

Treasure and possesions

To be or not to be

To see or not to see

These are things i decide to leave.

Drive

I'm on this drive

On this midnight ride

I look around into the night

I see twinkling lights

Oh how they sparkle

Oh how they shine

All assembled in strange lines

Some over here

Some over there

Colors bright

Colors yellow and white

The wind how it blows

The wind how it goes

The air

Everywhere

As we pass I see the lights go smaller

Till I could not see them no longer

Till the day after

We shall meet again

In the drive
I'll see you again.

Lovely Dill

This love it hurts
This love it burns

My heart turns from pushed to shoved
My heart turns as it rises above

My window
My door
I look to see
If I see you

Your love is not pain
Your love is not stained
Your love is not..... completely insane

From all that your not
Only the good is left untouched

Your love is kind
Your love is not blind
Your love makes none lose there mind

Subliminal

The time

Superficial

The size

My hearts taken from your talk
Your walk
That single shot
Your block to the chatters that are deceitful
Your look

My hearts beats away by your approach
Your style's no joke
For your smile
I'll walk the mile for

None else would understand..
Your a man.

Hot Air Balloon

I go up and up

In this floating cup

I laugh

I swing

I sit for a bit

I crawl in a ball, afraid I might fall

This heat how it works

This air how it pours

These stars how they light

The night how it makes it bright

The colors I see

Oh how it amazes me

The blues

The whites

In these midnight skys

I'd hate to say my byes

But I want to see it rise

The skies how the blaze

I finally see there rays

Its finally another day.

Its hard to think of a memory that is unclear
A fact
A charm
A single glow
... but when you really think of an idea you wonder what about the idea what about that memory brings light to the day of love in the glaze...

I think and think but the way is still a stray
I wonder and I keep but the way I see makes a hole so deep
This love this heat wraps up tight and it leaves me weak
I want it but i just cant have it
This love is sweet
But my heart is weak

                         - Mamma B